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HI IM AUTISTIC

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Heyo! I thought I’d announce this for a few reasons. First of all, I’ve been completely absent here. The instant I left GB, I went *poof* from here, as if I wasn’t doing art anymore. I wanted to show that I’m still here, I’m still doing art, just…working on it. Secondly, a lot of my friends from GB probably know that I’ve been working on figuring out if I’m autistic or not, so since you guys are here, might as well share it here too!

So yeah! Heard it last night! I’m feeling strangely happy? Relieved? It’s the next afternoon but still thinking of it I’m reeling a bit. I have a word for all those oddities, and it’s not really oddities in the first place. It’s common enough that there’s this label for people who act and think and experience the world like me. I can get help understanding how to best progress with life and understand how my oddities work and how to work with them, not in spite of them.

I’m a bit worried people around me in my life will see it as me being happy that I have a neurological developmental disability, that I’m happy to hear I’m disabled, that maybe I’m just waving around the disability flag for like oppression points? But it’s not that way, I’m just…I’m just excited to know I belong somewhere, that there’s other people like me, and that I’m not a screw up of a human being. That there’s other people that see the world the same way I do. My best friend had been diagnosed a few months back, and it’s like no wonder we sync so much together! We think in this weird wonderful way that “normal” people don’t understand, but we do. Like this weird secret language.


Idk, I’m rambling. I have so much to say but so little comprehension of how to say it. I think I’m just happy.


Thanks for reading guys. I’ll be back to uploading art shortly. :)
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Im just sharing it everywehere cause im sUPER HAPPY i got it done cause im getting slightly more active on DA so YE here it is!


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I made a new batch of mlp adopts to sell with paypal, but I need some help pricing them. 

Mlp Adopt Things Watermarked by Stabilization

How much do you think these would be worth USD wise? I wanna make sure the price ideas I have aren't too low or high, so yea. ALSO next batch of adopts I make will be dragons, so YEA look forward to that next week!! :"D
also thank u if you help out i really appreciate it! 
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You have to cross one if you’ve done it at some point. Doesn’t matter when, if it has happened then you X it. Even if it the statement is written in past or present.

[x] = You did it (1 point)

[/] = In the middle/Unsure (0.5 points)

[] = You didn’t (0 points)

 

1. Your profile

[ ] You've had some kind of "I hate people" | "I swear alot get fucking over it" stamp on your page

[/] You've had a black & white gif on your page (maybe idk man xD)

[x] "name | pronouns | sexuality | taken <3" (or something similar) has been on your page at some point

[ ] Your page has been extremely short or just empty

[ ] White, black or hipster background

[x] Your "best friends" has been in your custom box (even without the custom box I put them on my page xD)

[ ] Being a beta-tester because the white circle around the star is edgier

[/] Your location has been Antarctica, Christmas Island or some other random place 0.000000000001% of the worlds population lives (COUGH my location is nOT where I really live it should be obvious)

[ ] Your tagline is a quote or an inside joke

[ ] Your "Real name" is something weird and/or random (well, my real name IS weird but its not anything like dICKBUTT MCGEE I would be angry at my parents)

[ ] You don't have your age displayed

[ ] Your icon is a super expensive one that is really difficult to get

[ ] Your icon is a drawing you made and isn't pixelart/animated

[ ] "Please reply to this comment if you want to talk to me!"

[ ] You've had a linked icon with someone

[ ] Your activity and statistics are disabled

 

2. Your art

[x] Black and white drawing (i've done it so yea)

[x] Using song lyrics as titles (oh god)

[ ] Drawing blood and putting on "Mature Tag"

[x] You've drawn FNAF, Steven Universe, Over the Garden Wall and/or Mystery Skulls "Ghost" art (hhhhhhhh ok fine i did)

[ ] You've stored alot of your old art

[x] Drawing crying animals

[x] You draw animals or humans facing slightly to the left (sOMETIMEs)

[ ] At least one of your characters is either pansexual and/or trans 

[x] Your fursona is feline or canine (she isn't really a fursona BUT FINE SINCE EVEYRONE THINKS SHE IS AAAAUGHGGDKLGADjsdj)

[x] You have at least one character that isn’t canine or feline (sO MANY)

[x] You use SAI

[/] You hate your art

[x] You’ve made adopts

[ ] Your art is kind of built up like this:
Buildart by dalmins

 (A neck, the chins being spiky-ish fluffs and then the ears and hair. Also nose, mouth and eyes in the middle.)

(gOD NO)

 

3. Your journals

[x] You've been doing memes like these and posting them

[ ] You've posted vague journals directed at one person, without tagging that person

[ ] "Join this raffle!" journal (...yes)

[ ] Having a journal skin with your fursona next to the box

 

4. Your username

[ ] You've replaced a capital i with a lowercase L to make it look like an i (or something similar)

[ ] Your username consist of two words put together

[ ] Bonus point if those words are separated with a dash (-)

[ ] Your username is a word in another language than english

 

5. Your behavior

[] You have a secondary favorites folder where you favorite everything

[x] You have a "For me!!" favorites folder or something similar

[/] You comment with small letters like these or any other format than the default one (sometimes yes)

[x] You write in all caps when something is funny to you (YES)

[ ] You write very "professionally" even though you're like 13-15

[ ] You’re set to «Invisible» and not «Online»

 

6. Other stuff

[ ] Your significant other is someone from another country/other side of the country that you've never met. And you met them on dA! (mmm nah I am still single xD)

[?] You hate deviantART but lack the courage to leave it (I don't hate it, it just seems DA is like slowly dying off. I know there are plenty of active people still on DA, but it's slowed down a lot more. Plus, it seems there's a bit of stagnation here? Idk)

[x] You have a DS/3DS with Pokemon

[ ] You watch over 300+ people 

[x] You like Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, Imagine Dragons or My Chemical Romance

[x] You used dAhub at least once

[x] You’ve moved accounts at least once (I forgot my password within a month ahehe)



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Cause yea I miss being able to do polls and have a pretty profile and stuff plus I wanna re-arrange my folders here on my DA. Which is gonna be a living hell but oh well. 
So yea maybe in two weeks I'll go core  and YEA EXPECT SPAM POLLS FROM ME
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